I finished Eileen a little while ago and mulled over what to say. Short listed of the Man Booker Prize 2016, it’s a story about a girl trapped in a dreary life, caring for her alcoholic father at night and working as a secretary in a dead end job in a boys’ prison, during the day. She dreams of breaking free and after meeting the beautiful and smart, Rebecca, is pulled unwittingly into a crime with unexpected consequences.
Eileen is not a girl you can like nor is she a girl with too many redeeming qualities. But she is a girl, who at certain times in our own lives, reflects a tiny teeny bit of ourselves. She has the maturity of a child in the body of a woman, full of uncertainty, yet so seemingly self-aware of every one of her flaws, and there are many. The story drags at times and much of her thoughts and inadequacies become repetitive, so much so, that even if I wanted to like her, her character allows no-one to feel pity.
I admire the author’s ability to get deep inside the head of this character. Except for the contrasting Rebecca, grotesque glimpses of other characters are a mere sideshow to Eileen and an obsession with self. We’re left wondering about Rebecca and whether Eileen in her final act was ever truly empathetic for anyone else. I think not.
Overall, a difficult read but I’m glad I persevered. Did I like it? I can’t say I did, but then everything we read shouldn’t be about entertainment. It took me out of my middle class comfort zone that’s for sure. Well done to the author.